xx6627的博客

      昨天是我的生日，可我一点也不开心。没有人陪在我身边····

      父母，朋友，打电话，发短信，却让我更加伤感。本来应该是快乐的日子，也盼望很久了，但真正来了，却怎么也高兴不起来，自己还哭了，在这样的日子，才真正觉得自己有多么的孤单。

      总觉得自己很理性，很坚强，原来在内心里，却是感性脆弱的一塌糊涂。嘴上说不过生日也无所谓，可是心里还是很在乎这一天，人生就是这样，有多期待，就有多失望。

     有时候想，失望到绝望，绝望到放弃，也许等到这天来了，自己也就可以轻松了···

 

N多久没来过自己的BLOG了，日子过的太快了，又到我的生日了···又老了一岁，可是还是在外漂着，不知道什么时候能稳定~~

 

伤感一下···发发牢骚~我的工作啊~赶快步入正轨吧！！！

it seems that i am very depressed after making the phone with my mother, i feel a kind of intangible pressure pressing on my shoulder, on my aspects, love, career, my future........

just donnot be jealous with others, i am making progress every day, step by step, i want to be more perfect, i want to be more mature, i want to be more experienced, i want to be........all need my efforts and long  long time.

yesterday the driver and i went to shanghai pudong international airport to pick Kais up, this was my second time to shanghai, feeling tired. i hate business trip~ 5 hours on the highway, our poor driver~  

Today is my birthday, i am really very happy though the weather is not favorable. time goes by quickly, i am 22 years old, i should be more mature, more considerate, more~~ from this day on.

I want to give my sincere thanks to my mom and dad, my friends and all those who always support me not only on my life but also on my study and career, i will do my best to live up to your will and care.